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Trying To Stay Positive

Good morning world. I thought I’d do an update since I haven’t done one in a while. There’s not really anything to update. I’m still getting rejections. I think I’m up to 25 now. It’s hard to stay positive when you get that email that says something like, “Thanks for giving me the opportunity to read THE GIFT OF DEATH but I feel it’s not the right fit for me.” I get that trying to find an agent is close to trying to find the person you want to marry and spend the rest of your life with…it’s that important. But after getting so many rejections, I start to question myself. Does my writing suck? Well, I did let five people read my novel and all of them loved it and couldn’t put it down…so it can’t suck that bad. Right?!?

Maybe it’s my query letter. I’ve revised that thing so many times that I’m sick of looking at it. I’ve even changed my novel drastically in hopes to make it more marketable. That seems to not have helped at all. So now I’m questioning if I should have changed it at all. This is all so frustrating!

It would be nice if the agents would give you a real reason as to why they are rejecting me. I get that they get hundreds of letters a day but for that one hopeful author, it doesn’t help us that they give us no reason. UGH! I’d much rather them tell me that my query letter or my sent sample pages suck than hearing “it’s not the right fit for me.”

I guess this is just the way all of this goes.

I’ve decided that I’m going to give it to the end of the month. If I still don’t have any bites, I’m going to work on dropping a shit ton of money to self publish. I have to pay for editing, a good book cover and marketing. I don’t know the first thing about marketing but I guess I could learn. We’ll see…

I also have an urge to write a new novel that is not a thriller. I want to write something that won’t scare the crap out of someone, but rather change someone’s life or the way they look at life or bring meaning to them. I want to write something that makes a difference. Don’t get me wrong, I love writing these thrillers because I’m able to write about stuff that I pull from the depths of my fucked up mind, but I want to be more than that…just a thought right now.

In other news, I did submit to my first writing contest. I had to write a short story (1,000 words or less) about the holidays or winter. I submitted it already but the deadline is not until December 31, 2019, so I have a while to wait. It’s not a big contest. It’s only open to members of the Maryland Writers’ Association. The first place winner gets a $75 gift card to Amazon, second place winner gets a $50 gift card and third place gets a $25 gift card. Nothing big but it’s a start for me since I’ve never entered a writing contest before. I let my fiance read what I wrote and he said if I didn’t submit it then he was going to. I’ll share it with everyone after the contest is over.

Thanks for reading and feel free to share my site to your friends. Evidently, having followers is important…see, I’m already starting to think about marketing myself!!!

My Writing Journey So Far…

For those of you that have been following along, I started sending query letters to literary agents. Query letters are basically letters that give a description of your  novel and gives a little bit about yourself. Depending on the agent, they may also want a synopsis and a certain amount of your  novel (first five pages, etc.). The goal is for the agent to ask for the entire novel. That hasn’t happened to me yet.

I’ve sent out 19 queries so far and have gotten 8 rejections. Someone asked me if I’m getting discouraged and the answer to that is “no!” I’ve read that all authors will get multiple rejections…maybe even hundreds. It’s all about finding the right agent for you. So, I plan to keep on pushing forward until I’ve ran out of agents to query. Self publishing will be my very last resort. I’d much rather pay someone else to clean up my novel and do all the advertising. I’d rather just spend my time writing. It’s time consuming to query an agent and I don’t even want to do that!

I did realize, though, while sending out all these queries that my novel is too long! Originally I had read that a thriller for a new writer should not be more than 120,000 words. So…I cut a lot out of my novel to get it down to over 119,000 words. Then I started reading the literary agents websites and soon discovered that thrillers should not have more than 90,000 words. I tried really hard to chop off between 29,000 – 30,000 words but it just wasn’t possible.

Soooo…I ended up going back to my original ending (just made it a bit better) and took out the third part of my book. The third part will now be book number 2. I just have to add a lot more to it to make it an actual novel. So that’s what I’m working on now…plus still sending out queries. I’m trying to send out 3 queries a day. I’ve only sent out one so far with the new word count. I’m hoping it makes a difference…we’ll see.

What’s really cool about making the third part into a second book is that I also came up with another idea to have a book three. In fact, book two will end with a hint of a follow-up. So, yes, it’s going to be trilogy! What’s cool about that, you ask? Weeeeellll….you may think I’m nuts but I went to see a physic a few weeks back. She’s legit, the real deal. She told me that my book is going to get picked up by an agent, it’s going to be trilogy (which I didn’t think so when she told me) and there will be talks of turning it into a movie! How cool would that be? That’s not my goal. My goal is to get an agent and get published. If it turns into a move, then so be it. I’ll take it!

I’ve also joined the Maryland Writers Association. Being a member will give me access to free workshops and I will be able to meet other people just like me and author’s who can give me pointers. They have their annual conference in March. There will be literary agents there. Being a member, I will be allowed to do an in-person query with one agent for free. I will have to pay if I want to query more than one but I have to say that being able to pitch my book to an agent in person will be AWESOME! I just have to find confidence in myself because like most authors, I put myself down as a writer sometimes.

We will see what happens next. I’ll keep you updated!

Thanks for reading!

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